but not in real life.
There are things that I could write:
How music can cause the eyes to well.
How lying can cause me to fume.
How so, so may things cause me to think of the past.
How so many others cause me to plan for the future.
But these are my thoughts. These are thoughts on which I expand and upon which my life is founded. These are the thoughts that -- if you are in my inner circle - you know. And you know them to the core of your being.
I've thought about starting another blog where the real stuff, the painfully, unbelievably, full-of-love, and full-of-hate true stuff could be shared.
Because right now, so much of it is just in my mind. Circling. Hanging Around. Waiting for a Moment. To. Pounce. Back. Into. My. Life.